Firework videos up tomorrow as well as couple arena screenshots!

Okay I go shower ;hoho. That`ll be all.

Dug out some of my old friendster pictures o__o Missed the times when I had smooth skin and no pimples. LOL I seem to be getting aged with every year ): Managed to do some homework today, at least Lit is accomplished, as well as the vocabulary words and I`ve cut out a few newspaper articles. Will complete tonight (: I guess that leaves a 300 chinese essay on China -.- and 250 word essay on a news article. Walaozxc.

I seem to be playing alot of Audi lately. All I ever seem to do is play Audi. Maybe having no more couple has the reverse psychological effect on me. And yes, I am quiting my main to play Jem, my noob account. So kindly add me (: Most of my christmas @cash will be going there. :DBut I`ll still touch my main don`t worry, in whatever little time I`ll have for audi next year.

Am waiting for Lenz to book out of camp ): Hoping he didn`t forget X; Tomorrow, working at attributes again (: Now I absolutely luvszxc attributes ( It`s probably three minute enthusiasm, but I can`t help it HAHAH) and Friday with noob :D Feeling financially tight, cause I haven`t paid cg fund or for all the mountains of presents that are coming up X;

Sometimes I wonder why we take so long to realise we have to cherish what we have. We don`t know of the importance of anything until we lose it. I just have this irritating tendency to take for granted things that are rooted in my life while I strive for more. It`s like, playing ice-and-water, when you`re not careful, those who you`ve held captive may eventually melt away from you.

Happy 2010 soon! Hoping it`ll be better.

If I could look across the country
From California to New Jersey
Then I would count the parks and lake resorts
And number all the jets and airports
All those rather dreary rain clouds still bother me
Cause I look through the camera eyepiece and cannot see

If I could open up my window
And see from Tampa Bay to Juneau
Then I would survey all those open miles
And line them up in single file
Everywhere I look I see green scenic sublime
And all those oceanic vistas are so divine

If I was standing on the balcony
And you were walking down below
I'd feel rather depressed and out of place
And lonely just to watch you go
If you were swinging from the highway overpass
Within the western hemisphere
I'd feel rather afraid and insincere
If you began to disappear

If I was walking through a sad art gallery
And you were driving through the night
I'd feel rather alone and ill at ease
Beneath the brilliant showroom light
If I was flying on a plane above your town
And you were gazing at the sky
Somehow I'd feel intact and reassured
If you began to wave goodbye

This is my life; and people try to shut me down.

Hey peeps, I`m back! At last ;hoho (: Had a good sleep last night, comfy to the max! Slept till 9+ noob barged in and kajeow me ;eeks. LOL woke up, went to Audi awhile, flyff-ed and headed out to have breakfast~

Had an uneventful day, went to the stadium, jogged 5 rounds :D and walked one round. Noob jogged 7rounds and walked 2 rounds, ;eeks prowl. Totally out of breath, had 100plus :D Hahah fats, be gone by me! :D Am aiming to lose my stomach fats, ;eew. Headed on to situps, did 20 ;yay, screw the pushups, then left and went to have food ( Okay, workout now considered pointless LOL) Stupid me, ordered alot, soup, main course, fries, 2 drinks~ $_$ fly from noob`s wallet, heeheee. In the end couldn`t finish -.- LOL Had cake as well, brownie with ice cream to celebrate our second month ;luv! :D

The good news is, I`m in GY next year! :D Yeah most of you wouldn`t rejoice cause it`s not triple sciences but I don`t give a fuck cause Joey`s in the same class as me! :D Woot, awesomecakes. Don`t know where everyone else is going ;woot so if you know do tell me :D

Oh yeah, homework steel suck dickzxc. Havent started.
I have pictures to post, but phone`s currently dead {: Please wait! :D
Will do a facebook quiz, I`m bored.

I fear
[ ] african american people
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[X] being a parent
[X] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[X] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 3

[ ] being touched
[X] fire
[X] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[X] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 6

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[X] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed/mugged
[X] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[X] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[X] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoes

I have 10 out of 72 common fears. You? (:

Hey yo I am here to post :D No icon/message of the day for you cause I`m at noob`s house heehee luvzxcs. A summary of my after-christmas, served at attributes again on Boxing Day, from 12-5pm :D It was a good workout ( Lost fats carrying bible study books LOL ) Got paired up with this guy from the saturday team, he seems pretty nice (: Found out that he`s eighteen and currently in poly o__o we had to go through a whole list of bibles and verify them, which was really hard ;eeks cause there were simply so many versions and titles! Simi spirit-filled bible, student`s bible, bible for men, one year bibles, daily devotional LOL somemore kept confusing NLT and NIV so we took 2hours to finish the verification with alot of mistakes along the way? lol X; He kept scolding me for being colorblind ~.~ Whats the big difference between a black holy bible and a dark brown holy bible? You cant even see the difference if you dont look close enough. hahahh but still fun (: Had nice duck rice for lunch, met nice people like Melodie and Audrey as well! :D

My noob picked me up, ;luv waited for me nearly an hour. Then we went Compass to buy late christmas gifts :D Had awesome mushroom soup, we slacked in the library and read seventeen before I went home.

Sunday service, couldn`t wakeup ;eeks ): But went anyway! No serving, I like the song that goes " It`s you ( who have stolen my heart ) not superjunior -.- so nice heh :D Fellowshipped with cellgroup mates at JusAcia, ;eeks expensive but their spicy chicken is awespang!

Am going to bed soon I guess. (:

I still remember the pledge you made to me.

Merry christmas! I`m too late, I know. Sorry, no post for Christmas! Went to watch A Christmas Love Story and then worked till 5pm at Attributes before going for dinner with family!

Firstly, I`ll reply my tags here cause there are simply too many and I`ll screw up the cbox.

DominicXD:
nice ma ;eeks, 800 hearts ;diao that`s like 7 more hours x.x welcome back to sg~ :D

jennie:
Merry christmas too! :D And happy boxing day ;hoho I`m too late uh! Maybe they forgot..? o_O Don`t take it to heart ba (: Alot of people wish you ma.

Vicky-:
Merry christmas sweetheart! ^^ Stay pretty.

wei xian:
Happy boxing day :D /heh.

Christmas may be over but I`m still in the mood for giving presents ( and receiving :D *stretches out hand*) and Christmas songs! Homework suck dickzxc ): I don`t want do homework but it`s prolly too much to leave till next week. Promise of A Lifetime by Kutless is really nice too (:

Not much to update, but the christmas drama is awesum (: And for those who missed it, heehee too bad. Hope you`ll get to enjoy more during Easter and next Christmas (:
Am leaving for work soon X.x Today attributes is stocktaking! /heh.

Thanks everybody for the presents :D

Noob for the necklace ( Hey, pangs don`t have necks heh.)
Vanessa and family for a new weighing scale ( *Ahem*, not because I`m fat but it`s the baking kind!)
Marcus for @cash $_$
My ministry leader for the bookmark! :D
And alot of chocolates and candy ^_^

;hoho christmas mood~
Credits to MSPaint, heehee.

Santa, that`s my only wish this year.

I`m so luving two new songs on my playlist - Britney Spears My Only Wish and Miserable At Best by Mayday Parade, they`re awesum (: I think My Only Wish is the best christmas song ever(: Although I don`t like Britney that much x; It`s still really nice! Do go listen.

Happy silent night (?)! Hope you guys are getting into the christmas mood (: I haven`t done my shopping! :D Going to get to it today X; Hmm, will be saving costs this year so only closest friends get presents! ;eeks sorry! I`ll make it up to you guys on new year (:

Firstly thankzxc Xinmin for sending me a card! (: I love the oldfashioned ways of mailing christmas cards :P As well as the card from noob A__A Ohhhh the spirit of givingggg! :D And the spirit of doing homework too ;eeks.

Hope Dom`s back from Msia soon~ Audi is boring without him. D: Haven`t been tagging hearts. *guilty*

Heyo peeps (: Am back, from camp, from chalet and from everything! Practically stuffing good food in my face all the time this week, thanks to noobluvszxc! Got alot of pictures to upload ^_^ But now`s its christmas and I feel the workload setting in ;eeks!

Continuing the update~
Friday
Had a good sleep, in fact I was still dreaming till the person sleeping next to me called me up. LOL. Psyched to go home, so all the morning activites went super-slowly and we got dismissed at 12. If my feet haven`t been aching I`d have practically ran out of the campsite LOL. And rejoiced, doing a little dance :D Sorry, it`s not because I don`t like the camp, it is great fun, really. Just too homesick D: Not looking forward to OBS in Feburary, another week of torture ):

Dashed to Northpoint, taking the bus felt like heaven, omgzxc! Air-con and comfy seats! Had Long John Silver for lunch, the biggest set plus add-ons :P Phewwwww~ Then went home to my much-missed computer (: At night, went out again, to meet noob. Am a happy pang, cause I haven`t seen noob for 4days! ;eeks. Went to have a nice meal at Dhoby Ghaut Jus Acia :D Had spicy chicken and couldn`t finish it cause it was too spicy D: (Wow, since when is anything too spicy for me!? LOL) Then we went to arcade near Cube/Bunk, and out to the nightlife area outside Plaza Sing. They were having Christmas carolling and there were awesum displays of scenes from the bible! ^_^ So cute! I remember the book Pastor introduced with Jesus with fishball ping-pong eyes. LOL. Anyways, they were made of styrofoam :D Phone died, only noob got to take the pictures. D:

Weekend
I`ll just cram the whole weekend into a short description X; Saturday, back to cellgroup at Jasmine`s house, sang Christmas songs (: There was awesome pizza, almond jelly with longan and sparkling grape juice! Oh the festive season! I ate alot, the food was awesome. After cellgroup, went to Ikea. First had dinner at Tampines mall, then went to Ikea Tampines to look look at the displays and brainstorm for my dream home ( still far HAHAHH) there was alot to look at, didn`t get through the whole Ikea, but went home at night. (:

Sunday, candlelight service was soooo awesum cans!? :D More christmas music from the band, and when they turned out the lights one candle passed the flame to another and the whole room eventually lighted up :D Got pictures to share later (: Best of all is the altarcall, hundreds of people accepted Christ! Am so happy for them because they`re saved! :D What a touching moment, felt like crying with joy. :D
Oh yeah, served at attributes, that was good as well (: More serving this saturday and sunday.

Service ended at 12, Theodora drove us to the chalet. On the way I kept thinking up of different words like Theology and Theolicious to irritate her. LOL. Well, the chalet wasn`t that bad, if you don`t count having to do alot of cleaning in the kitchen and dealing with complaints of hunger and " so sian", at least there was great food and I had fun with my brothers (: It took every inch of my strength not to lose my patience at those people who kept complaining about little food, sian-ness, pathetically little people, and the dirty and bad conditions. Maybe it is somewhat true but I don`t need to hear that 100 times (: Not that I`m blaming anyone, and okay I don`t like roughing it out as well, I very much prefer the comforts of home ( and I did go home LOL) , but at least I wasn`t even that fussy and negative at camp. But well, it`s okay! :D Next time I`ll take a better chalet~

And the bloody bill was $37!? Which makes everything so not worth.
But still, my noob makes everything worthwhile. (:
Tuesday, finally got to eat Manhattan Fish Market again! The sauce they put on the fish is so nice kay! Awesome taste of garlic, enjoyed soup of the day and their special mudpie. Heaven! :D
Went to J-cube, gamed for two hours before heading home to get some eye shut.

And yeah I`ve gotten my lit homework done, can you say at last!? Still left with chinese and ss to worry about! D:

Am a happy pang! ^_^ Still tired too ): but I`ll try to pull myself together to do a short update on the camp.

Tuesday
Woke up damn early, ;eeks. Packed my bags kinda last minute and was real afraid of getting lost and being late .__. Don`t wanna be late for anything as long as Miss Goh is concerned. LOL.

Smsed noob goodbye, no reply ): so surrendered phone anyways. Couldn`t find my group, only Cheryl, said hi :D And at last the briefing started, met Seanna and Vereen, so I was like o__o, so only four people in my patrol came. Said hi to other SCmates, like Eliz (: then we got into our groups and played ice breakers. Which was ;eeks cause we lost in nearly every game. LOL.

Then had lunch, orderlies duty - Serve the food, lead grace, wash everyone`s dirty bowls and plates.__. Which sucked for the whole day but the food was real awesum cause they cooked it over a fire. 8D Yeah I was like, wow and Miss Goh told me to mind my words. -.-?

We had teambuilding, more games, stuff like watermelon eating competition (?) and wrapping up an egg and throwing it from the 3rd storey to see if it`ll break. As well as stuffing our face in rotten banana D: Then this really boring history lesson on WAGGGS. D: Fell asleep, I passed wagggs anyway!

Had real awesum dinner, I loved the mixed veg stew heheh ^_^ Fire-cooked food tastes so much better than gas stoved ones kay. You got to try. ;D

Did trekking signs, something like an obstacle course around the school o__o and the night activities were okay I guess. And then settled down to sleep real late, and real tired.
They had a fire drill at 1a.m. somemor ): I was like, wtf!? Okay in my heart.

Wednesday
Had a good sleep, woke up 6.30a.m. I enjoyed morning exercise pretty much la, and then we headed off to the amazing race around Singapore north. Well, the only thing that was real good about that was being able to have my phone BACK. Missed 3 smses from noob, I miss him so much ): Then we ran around Bishan/AMK but the sun was reallll hot and was super out of it X; So our group epicly only completed 4 out of 8 stations and headed off to have Northpoint Mac. LMAO.

Back to school, lunched. Then the food telematch, not so bad X; but don`t really have much to comment on it. There`s this trustfall, which is ;eeks scary kay. Anyways we didn`t have the guts ( At least I didn`t) to complete it and the leaders weren`t pleased.__. I`m not going to risk breaking my back to make you happy. -.- Lol.

Then it went on the cooking competition, we made campbell soup, had it with rice, broccoli and some fish? Okay la I think the meal was nice, not ultimate restaurant standard or what but at least fit for human comsumption. Hey none of us had to pangsai or anything after k. Our duty was chopping wood, enjoyed some of it (fun:D) but do until sore back .__. Emoness set in rahs. D:

At night, we had another scary obstacle course, or supposedly scary? It wasn`t scary at all X; lol. We also had this card searching game around the school :D Our patrol was the only able to form a flush (YAYYY:D) which was kinda cool considering we lose in everything.__. LOL. After that, supper, debrief blah blah back to bed. Sounds like it went by fast but trust me, it din`t. D:

Thursday
Woke up 6a.m. had cook`s duty. I was so out of it that morning, the dying-can`t-tahan-this-camp-one-more-day feeling. Was sick too so decided to sit out of morning exercise. Okay, was hoping to be sent home. LOL But hey, I had sore throat and throbbing muscles k!

But, no it din`t work ): And had to bloody go back and joined everyone to sing campfire songs :D Which was okay cause I enjoyed myself. Then, we had wet games, got all floury, milky, muddy and wet D: But awesum fun la, forgot about trying to act sick and gave up on the idea of escaping from camp. LOL. After all one more day ma. But then Liz and I were counting 1560minutes more of camp before it ended. HAHAHHH. The ultimate cookout, something similar to the day before, this time we had no soup, we had egg, orange cake, roasted bananas, potatoes stewed in cheese =P and chicken. Been working on my cooking skills k, can cook for my happy noob! (: Okay la, I won`t say I`m a good cook but I won`t make you laosai can :D After that was campfire, we din`t have any time to do our item so just impromptu. The campfire was small and nothing like my school`s but still good to pass the time anyway (: And after that, supper and got to sleep. Going homeeeeeeee soooon!

You know what? I`ll write the going home part tomorrow. ;D It`s too much to absorb in just one post anyway. Enjoy! (:

Am off to like, chalet tomorrow. So I guess I won`t be seeing this blog till wed. (:
hahah sorry I know the updates are way outdated.

I`m fighting for this guy, on the battlefield of love, don`t it look like baby cupid sending arrows from above. Don`t you ever leave the side of me, indefinitely not probably.

HEY EVERYONE I`M HOME! hahah, missed me? I know you did. =P *bhb* I know, owe you guys alot of updates, but I`ll rush it soon ( and not now:D) cause I need my eyeshut, civillized food and long neglected shower kay!

I missed my noob so much OHGOSHHHHH.

Picture update:

Friday
Went to Theo`s house in the morning, had bs, woot finishing in two more lessons! (: Then went home, boyyyy 87 takes forever to reach bedok ): I hate that bus siol!
Then flyff-ed and travelled to Yishun at 5p.m. to have dinner with noob. :D The food is absoluteluvs! ^ o ^ Am going to miss good food for days while I`m at camp. Who cares, sore throat anyways. D:

Firstly had soup of the day, two main courses, spaghetti and sambal fish =3 and the famous U.S fries, then ate ice cream - peanut butter, cookie and cream, butterscotch, and mint! Awesumness.







The bill was $51, ;eeks, not so awesum! For two people cans!?
After that went to play flyff, chionged :D currently level 40 heehee!
Slept till the next morning.

Saturday
More flyff.
Was late for cg, ;eeks, but luckily they were only in the middle of games. Thanks QianJun for being so helpful with the refreshments! :D Was on effective testimony sharing, then partnered with KeFei to do reflection :D *loves kefei!*
I left pretty early to visit Grandma, who had a fall D:! and stayed there for dinner. Waited for cousin Vanessa and her parents to join us, and they intended to dabao us chicken rice but bought KFC instead ;D Yummm-ness but sore throat ):
Then watched Mobtv on Vanessa`s laptop, she played restaurant city and pet society, then we saw Together friday`s episode which I`d missed while hanging out with noob and then an episode of incredible tales on some rock spirit that possess people ;eeks! But I`m sure there`s no such thing (:
Dad came to drive us home.

Sunday
Trained early to expo, a good service. So nice to have Pastor Kong back again :D After that, all of us had packed food for lunch ;3 Nasi Lemak, it wasn`t that bad.. oh yeah forgot to pay for it yet *guilty* Then we had this awesum carnival-like flea market! Shopped like mad, bought a new shirt and miniskirt~ Oh gosh it cost three bucks can!? Lmao. and it`s so nice! :D Then went to play games :D They had really innovative stuff like putting out candles with waterguns!? Hahah but I phailed badly in pretty many of the games and only won 3 tickets in the end. LOL By the time Joshua and I went to collect our prizes the prizes had been redeemed out ): Josh got some sermons though, good for him! ^^ And I still brought home 2 albums from CCC and a sermon without winning LOL, cause I was blessed *yayyyyy*. Then left, went to flyff again. Did gianting, killed 5-6 giant hobos HAHAHAHH. Went to have dinner with a broke noob ( Guess the week`s expenses were too much) and homed!

Tomorrow I`ll be gone. Not that I ain`t coming back or what ( you wish HAHAHHHH )
but I`ll be at camp from Tuesday to Friday! *cry* LOL. It doesn`t seem long to you, but I guess it is difficult for me to leave when everything`s getting so eventful and busy. Miss my posts, and miss me too! :D

Am looking forward, ( a little bit, well actually, because of the new friends )so just gonna make the most of this time while I`m away. And try not to miss noob too much. D: Gee I`m missing him already! Hahah, and everyone else, bye!

& Dom, don`t ;hoho without me around hor, must wait for me :D Enjoy Msia!

Staying here to rot awhile so you won`t be seeing me for the whole of today. X:
Cause parents going 2012! I`m having dinner outside with friends ^_^
LOL X;

Okay bye.

Camp is in four days and we`re like, 10% prepared? I`m so fucked): Can`t contact my members now either D: Tzeyi and Liz are also rushing~ And haven`t picked my coconuts HAHAHAHHH. Where the hell to get them =.= I`ll try to rise up early tomorrow to pick coconuts. LMAO.

Last night dreamt of canoe-ing. LOL I capsized. It felt more like a rollercoaster ride o__o ;woot.
Went to Theo`s house for bible studies! I`m completing GS in2 more lessons! :D Hahah, congratulations Karis for completing GS (: Next book: Christian Lifestyle!

Okay, I must try to swear less ): next time stop me if i swear too much. LOL. And try to ;hoho less too. Will miss you guys when i go for camp (-:

Crush.
Thinking about where it all began; our love seems too good to be true. ♥!




I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, is just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch your breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain`t going away
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain`t going away
Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch your breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain`t going away
This crush ain't going away.

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love.
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush.

Cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

Oh, the irony.
Don`t get the joke? You`re stupid. *heheh*



Going for Pepperlunch later, (-: OHHHYEAH *jumps for joy*

Update: hahahahh pepperlunch was sooooooo good! i absolutely need to go again ;cry. Just think of it, the sizzling hot plate, the honey brown sauce aroma, the butter in the rice that absolutely melts in your mouth, the crisp, juicy corn and the tender, browned meat!! UGHHHHH. * Bangs head on wall*
Had the chicken one again, with mommy, cusky ordered the curry beef one. It`s quite good (; I intend to try that next time. Yeah, noob tried to ask for curry chicken lmao. :B
Bible studies tomorrow! ;woot! :D Lesson 5 is going to be awesum (: Christmas is coming, so people, hints hints! XD Go easy on me kays, I`m broke D:
I should make my new year resolutions early. =P
For dinner, bought campbell soup ( YAYYYYYY!) and honey roasted chicken wings (800+hp) ;hoho!